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The Blind Shall See and the Lame Shall Walk


The Blind Shall See and the Lame Shall Walk ~ A Short Story by Allen Kopp

(Note: This is a continuation of my previous short story, “Domestic Disturbance on Quiet Street.”)

When I was seven or eight, I was still sometimes afraid of the dark. If I left a light on upstairs, my father made me go up and turn it off—I was wasting electricity, of course and costing money—and that meant I had to come back down the stairs by myself in the dark. Sometimes after turning off the light, I saw Boris Karloff coming after me or Baby Jane Hudson and, running downstairs, I almost fell and broke my leg, but after I got downstairs I didn’t let on that I was afraid because I would have been laughed at and called a baby. (What, you’re still afraid of the dark at your age? When are you ever going to grow up?)

I liked being by myself during daylight (as opposed to dark) hours, but in third grade my mother thought I was still too young to stay by myself after school, so I had to go to great-grandma’s house for a couple of hours every day until my parents were home from work. Great-grandma wasn’t as much fun as she might have been if she had been twenty or thirty years younger, but I didn’t mind spending time at her house. She had some interesting people living there.

About a week after the terrible nighttime fight between great-grandma’s renters, Mr. and Mrs. Owsley, I found Joyce Owsley in the back yard sitting underneath the cherry tree. I ran toward her, making her duck, and shimmied up the tree to the first branch. I was showing off a little bit, of course.

“Why weren’t you at school today?” I asked, standing on the limb over her head like Tarzan.

“My temperature was a hundred and two this morning,” she said.

 “You look okay now, though,” I said.

 “I’m very, very sick.”

 “Miss Wessel was looking for you today,” I said.

 “What did she want?”

 “I don’t know. I think she wanted to give you a great big kiss.”

 “Ugh! She needs to save her kisses for the janitor.”

 I laughed and jumped down, just barely missing her foot. She gave a shudder, as though I turned her stomach or something.

“You’re a very odd girl,” I said.

“So are you,” she said.

“Well, for your information, I’m not a girl. I’m a boy.”

“Oh, really? I hadn’t noticed. You all look the same to me.”

She picked up a doll that was on the ground behind her and cradled it in her arms.

“What you got there?” I asked.

“What does it look like?”

It had bald patches on its head and one eye permanently closed.

“I looks like shit,” I said. “What happened to it?”

“It’s not an it. It’s a she. Her name is Isabelle and she’s been in a terrible automobile accident. She was in a coma but now she’s better.”

She held the doll to her imaginary breast to suckle it.

“You’re weird,” I said.

“Not as weird as you are.”

“Hey, that was some fight your parents had the other night!” I said. “I’ve never seen anything like it.”

“You shouldn’t have been watching. They don’t like to be looked at when they’re fighting.”

“Great-grandma called the sheriff.”

“I know.”

“Where were you when the fighting was going on?”

“I was hiding under the bed with Cherry. Oona was hiding in the closet.”

“Weren’t you scared?”

“No, we were laughing. We’re used to it.”

“Is your daddy still in jail?” I asked.

“I don’t know and I don’t care. I hope they throw away the key.”

“What does that mean? ‘Throw away the key’?

“It means they keep him in jail forever.”

“Aren’t you going to visit him in prison?”


“If they let him out and he comes home and sees your momma’s new boyfriend, won’t that make him mad?”

“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

“I saw him yesterday. He came up and knocked on the door and your momma let him in. Great-grandma said he’s been here every day since they took your daddy away in the patrol car.”

“You must mean Patsy. Patsy’s not a man. She’s a woman.”

“Do you mean that man I saw go into your apartment was really a woman?”

“That shows how stupid you are. You don’t know the difference between a man and a woman.”

“He was smoking a cigar!”

“Can’t a woman smoke a cigar?”

“He was wearing a man’s clothes and had a man’s butch haircut.”

“I’m going to tell her you’re referring to her as a man. She’ll come out and slap the shit out of you.”

“You mean he’s here now? Inside your apartment?”

“They’re very close friends. Patsy is momma’s spiritual advisor.”

“What does that mean?”

“It means they sit on the couch and hold hands while momma cries and moans about how terrible her life is. Patsy says soothing in her ear.”

“What things? About how pretty she is?”

“No. About how Jesus will never let her down and, as bad as life is on this earth, there’s a better world coming.”

“Patsy’s a preacher?”

“She’s a Penny Cost.”

“What’s that?”

“It’s a kind of church. Haven’t you ever heard of the Penny Cost church?”

“Yeah, I guess so.”

“Well, don’t go making fun of people’s religion.”

“I’m not!” I said.

“Momma thinks Patsy is great because she only drinks beer and no hard liquor. Patsy has almost got momma wanting to join the Penny Cost.”

“Are you going to join the Penny Cost?” I asked.

“I might.”

“Your whole family is weird,” I said.

“Not as weird as yours.”

She closed her eyes and continued to nurse Isabelle. I was going to catch a bug and put it on her arm to make her scream, but I didn’t see any bugs close at hand, so I gave up on the idea. Without another word, I turned and went into the house to watch Superman.

On Saturday morning, Joyce Owsley and I were in great-grandma’s front yard, sitting in the big wooden chairs.

“I have to go down to the store for great-grandma,” I said to Joyce. “You want to walk down with me?”

“I’m sick, remember?” she said. “I’m not supposed to walk anywhere.”

“That’s stupid,” I said.

“No, it’s not!”

“You’re just a big baby,” I said. “If you don’t quit missing so much school, they’re going to flunk you.”

“You just need to mind your own damn business,” she said.

We were going on in that way, with our own kind of playful arguing, when Maurice Owsley, Joyce’s daddy, pulled up in front of the house in his green pickup truck. He honked his horn to get Joyce’s attention and she went over to him.

After she stood and talked to him out on the street for a couple of minutes, she went into the house. She was in there for a few minutes and when she came back out she motioned to Mr. Owsley sitting in his truck that everything was okay. Then she came back over to where I was sitting.

“What was that all about?” I asked. “Is he home to stay now?”

“No, he just came by to get his clothes. He wanted me to go in and tell momma that he was coming in.”

“They’re not going to get into another fight, are they?”

“No, momma and Patsy went out the back door. They’ll sit in the back yard until he’s gone.”

“I’d like to see Patsy and your daddy get into a fight. It would be like watching two men fight. I’ll bet Patsy could take him.”

“That’s not going to happen. Patsy’s in it for the Lord. She’d rather die than fight with anybody.”

“Are you sure Patsy is really a woman?” I asked. “She looks too much like a man to be a woman.”

“How many times do I have to tell you? If you don’t believe me, you can ask her. She’ll let you feel her muscle.”

“No thanks,” I said.

“She’s staying here all the time now,” Joyce said. “She and momma sleep in the same bed together, just like husband and wife.”

“Your family is really messed up!” I said.

“Not as much as your family,” she said. “Do you think Elvis Presley is sexy? Yes or no?”

I thought great-grandma would be appalled that Patsy moved in right after Mr. Owsley moved out, but she was strangely tolerant.

“I don’t care what people do as long as they keep it to themselves,” she said. “They’re quiet now and they pay the rent on time. That’s about as much as I can expect from trashy people like that.”

“Did you know Patsy’s a Penny Cost?” I asked.

“Well, we can’t all be perfect,” she said.

“She’s also a woman and not a man.”

“Don’t you think I have eyes in my head?”

The next week Joyce was at school every day. When I saw her on the playground at recess, she ignored me so I ignored her. On Friday after school when I was walking down the hill to great-grandma’s house, I looked up and there she was walking right beside me.

“Just because I’m walking home with you doesn’t mean I like you,” she said.

“I don’t care if you like me or not,” I said. “I don’t like you very much.”

“That suits me fine,” she said.

“Great-grandma likes having Patsy around,” I said.

“She said that?”

“Not exactly, but she thinks Patsy is really quiet and well-behaved after your daddy.”

“Momma and daddy are getting a divorce. I think daddy already has him another wife lined up to marry after the divorce goes through.”

“Are your momma and Patsy going to get married?”

She huffed with exasperation. “Patsy is a woman!” she said. “How many times do I have to tell you that?”

“Oh, yeah. I keep forgetting. She looks just like a man.”

“Momma says that maybe Patsy is just what she’s always needed. She’s through with men, she says. They’re too aggressive.”

I laughed even though I didn’t know what I was laughing at.

“Did you join the Penny Cost?” I asked.

“Not yet, but momma did. She’s a full-fledge Penny Cost now. She and Patsy go to all the services. They’re having a revival at the Penny Cost church soon. I’m going one night just to see what it’s like. Would you like to go?”

“What’s a revival?”

“It’s where sinners get revived. I think it’ll be a lot of fun. They’re going to have the laying-on of hands and spiritual healings.”

“What’s that?”

“’The blind shall see and the lame shall walk’. Haven’t you ever heard of that?”

“We don’t have that at the Methodist,” I said.

We began to see Patsy around the house every day: bringing in groceries, mowing the lawn, playing catch with Cherry and Oona. One day when I was standing in the front yard by myself she came over to me and smiled and put her fingers on the side of my head.

“Have you been a good boy?” she asked.

I could have come up with a smart reply, but all I said was, “I guess so.”

“Do you mind if I pick you up?” she asked.

“What for?”

“Just to see how heavy you are. Just for a sec.”

She picked me up in her arms and held me so that my face was close was to hers and I could smell her cigar breath. She didn’t have any whiskers or stubble on her cheeks or upper lip, so I knew then that she really was a woman and not a man.

I put my hand on her hard-as-iron bicep. “Are you a weight lifter?” I asked.

“I used to be in my younger days,” she said.

She set me back down on my feet and said, “The Lord is thinking of you and he wants you to think of him.”

“Okay,” I said.

Whenever we saw Beulah Owsley now, she looked different; not so mean anymore. She smiled a lot and looked cleaner. She was taking a bath regularly now, combing her hair and keeping her Goodwill dresses clean. The most important thing for great-grandma was that the crazy yelling had stopped.

As a soon-to-be-divorced woman, Beulah Owsley had to go to work now to support herself and her three daughters. She wanted a job with dignity that didn’t involve domestic work, but jobs were hard to find. She applied for a job in the recorder of deeds office, but they wouldn’t hire her because her typing wasn’t good enough. She couldn’t get a waitressing job because they only wanted young women with large breasts and good-looking legs. She had large hips and thick ankles, but that’s about all.

Finally she got a job at the shoe factory because they were willing to hire middle-aged women with no previous experience. The work was hot and smelly and made her joints ache, but at the end of the week when she had her paycheck in her hand, it all became worthwhile.

After a few paychecks, she had enough money for a down payment on a used Chevrolet. With her good fortune, she began to feel magnanimous and wanted to do good things for people. Patsy told her that was the only way to get into heaven.

Beulah Owsley had always ignored Lonnie Legg, but now she began making overtures to him. Deaf from birth, he didn’t speak because the only way people learn to talk is by hearing other people talk. Poor lonely, isolated Lonnie Legg. He lived alone in great-grandma’s upstairs apartment with no friends and no family.

Lonnie and Beulah now had something in common. They both worked at the shoe factory. I can only imagine the look on Lonnie Legg’s face when Beulah approached him with a big horsey smile and a note pad. I’m sure she made him very uncomfortable because he wasn’t used to being approached by large, frightening women.

She began giving him a ride to work at the shoe factory, a couple days a week at first and then every day. They wrote notes back and forth and sometimes laughed and blushed. She wanted to learn sign language so she could teach it to him, she said. When she found out he could read lips, she began speaking always in a loud, clear voice. Lonnie began to smile more and seemed generally happier. To those who paid attention to such things, his hair and fingernails were cleaner and his clothes looked less slept in.

With Beulah and Lonnie such good pals, I thought Patsy might be jealous, but Joyce said she wasn’t.

“Patsy doesn’t have a jealous bone in her body,” she said.

“Have you checked all her bones?” I asked.

“She thinks it’s God’s work.”

“What is?”

“That momma and Lonnie Legg should be brought together.”

“Do you think they might get married?” I asked.

“I don’t think so,” she said. “I don’t think momma would want to go that far.”

“She can find out all of Lonnie Legg’s secrets and let everybody in on them so people will stop wondering.”

“I don’t think she cares about his secrets,” Joyce said. “She’s only interested in what’s in his heart.”

“What is in his heart?” I asked.

“Only God knows,” she said.

When Patsy and Beulah heard about a famous faith healer named Sister Ina Beasley coming to Penny Cost for the revival, they became excited. They would personally escort Lonnie Legg to the service and see if Sister Ina Beasley could fix his hearing. And wouldn’t it be something if he could hear for the first time in his life? Wouldn’t he be surprised at all the good and bad sounds in the world? He would be surprised just at the sound of his own voice, which at first probably wouldn’t sound like much. He’d have to learn to talk a little bit at a time the way a baby would.

The laying-on-of-hands faith healing revival was on a Wednesday night. I wanted to go, but my mother said I was only being a voyeur. I told her I didn’t know what that meant, and then she reduced it to simpler terms by telling me I couldn’t go because it was a school night and I had to get up early the next day. She was right, of course, but I sure wanted to see the look on Lonnie Legg’s face when he realized, for the first time in his life, that he could hear. I thought he would probably just about float away with the joy of it.

Copyright © 2017 by Allen Kopp

Domestic Disturbance on Quiet Street


Domestic Disturbance on Quiet Street ~ A Short Story by Allen Kopp

Great-grandma was old, already seventy-three when I was born. When I stayed with her after school, I had to be careful not to wear her down too much or make too much noise.

She lived in a big white house on a corner lot with a fenced-in yard that felt cool all through the hottest part of summer because of the enormous shade trees. She had lots of flowers, bushes and trees in the yard, so that it resembled a tiny overgrown jungle. One whole fence at the side of the house was covered with honeysuckle vines; they scented the air but also drew bumblebees, of which I was deathly afraid. There was a cherry tree at the back of the house that I liked to climb when nobody was around; a peony bush that possums liked to hide under; poppies, azalea, bougainvillea, roses, lilac, hibiscus, and lots of other flowers and bushes that I didn’t know the name of.

In the side yard was an old garage that you could drive into from the street that ran alongside the house. It was easy to imagine the man of the house, great-grandma’s husband who died long before I was born, pulling his Model T or Model A Ford into the garage and closing the street doors and exiting on the other side of the garage in a door that opened up into the yard. The garage smelled of old dry wood, had a clean dirt floor, and lots of wasp nests in the rafters. I was as afraid of wasps as I was of bumblebees, so I didn’t usually go into the garage without a good reason.

With all the rooms in great-grandma’s house, she only lived in three of them: living room, bedroom and kitchen. The other rooms were taken up with her renters, or, as she sometimes called them, her “roomers.”

For a long time, since before I was born, a “deaf-and-dumb” man named Lonnie Legg had lived in great-grandma’s upstairs apartment. He seemed mysterious because he was silent, but I don’t think there was much mystery going on with him. He was in his late thirties and worked at the shoe factory in a neighboring town. He didn’t drive a car but always took taxi cabs wherever he went. Great-grandma was so used to him she hardly seemed to notice him. He paid his rent on time, took good care of the property and didn’t cause any trouble. When he wanted a cab, he would tap on her front door and she would go to the phone and call it for him. If it was raining or cold outside, she would let him wait in her front room until his cab came.

When the house was quiet, we could hear Lonnie Legg moving around upstairs in his apartment. Sometimes he laughed and it was an eerie laugh, like a ghost would make if a ghost could laugh. At night he would whistle and it was always the same note over and over. I asked great-grandma why he whistled and she said it was because he was happy. Of course, people in town said fantastic things about Lonnie Legg that you knew couldn’t be true; that he had a beautiful wife somewhere and children, that he worked for a foreign government, or that he was really an alien from a distant planet and being deaf and dumb was his “cover” to keep people from knowing what he really was.

In great-grandma’s living room was a double sliding door that was kept closed all the time. On the other side of the door were another three rooms: living room, bedroom and kitchen. This was her downstairs “apartment” where her “renters” lived. The current family living there was named Owsley: a man and his wife and three little girls.

Joyce Owsley was my age and in my class at school. She was sick much of the time with colds and sore throats and missed a lot of school. She told me the doctor wanted to take out her tonsils but that she would probably die before they ever got around to doing the operation. She had very pale and skin and tiny arms and legs like a fragile doll. Some of the kids at school made fun of her, calling her skeleton or spook, but I knew she had enough problems already and didn’t laugh at her. She had two little sisters, Cherry and Oona. Cherry was in first grade and Oona in third.

Mrs. Owsley, whose first name was Beulah, was a frowzy-haired woman with wide hips and thick ankles. She wore saddle oxfords and bobby socks and dresses that she bought for seventy-five cents apiece from the Goodwill. She had a hard, sour face that told you to stay away from her if you knew what was good for you.

Her husband, Maurice Owsley, was a funny-looking short man with a bald head. I thought he looked like Larry from the Three Stooges. He drove a green pickup truck and worked at a movie theatre in a nearby town. When I asked him what he did at the theatre, he told me he did whatever needed to be done. If the projectionist was sick and didn’t show up for work, it was up to him to run the projection machine. If teens sitting in the balcony became too explicit in their affection for each other, he had to go and shine a flashlight in their faces until they either stopped what they were doing or left and went somewhere else.

When I was staying with great-grandma, we could hear Maurice Owsley and his wife Beulah fighting and yelling at each other. They called each other names and swore at each other. They threw things and slammed doors. Beulah Owsley screamed and Maurice Owsley bellowed like a bull. Great-grandma said they sometimes went at it like that all night long. It sounded like war had broken out on the other side of the sliding doors.

The Owsleys made great-grandma nervous. She was afraid they would kill each other and she didn’t want anything like that going on in her house. She wanted them gone, but she didn’t know exactly how to go about getting them to leave. If she had to, she said, she would call the sheriff and have them evicted.

On a night when I was sleeping on great-grandmother’s couch when my mother was in the hospital having a cyst removed from her uterus, I woke up in the middle of the night to the sound of breaking glass and a woman screaming. I got up and turned on the lamp beside the couch and great-grandma came out of her bedroom in her nightdress.

“What was that?” I asked.

“Those trashy people are fighting again!” she said. “I’m going to tell them once and for all that they have to get out!”

We stood there in great-grandma’s front room and listened to the screaming and crashing until it became obvious that the Owsleys had taken their fight out into the front yard. Great-grandma opened the front door and turned on the porch light.

Here! Here! Here!” she said, sounding like a schoolmarm. “What’s going on here?”

“The son of a bitch is trying to kill me!” Beulah Owsley shrieked. “Call the sheriff quick! He’s going to kill me!”

She was on her knees with blood streaming down her face. Her husband was standing over her, dressed only in his underpants and an undershirt. He was holding onto her hair with one hand and in his other hand he held a butcher knife over her head.

“I’m finally going to rid the world of this crazy whore!” he said. He had a gash on his temple; blood ran down the side of his face, onto his neck and arms.

“Put the knife down now, Mr. Owsley!” Great-grandma said. “I can’t have this kind of carrying-on in my house! Do you know what time it is?”

“I’m going to kill her!” Mr. Owsley said. “If you don’t want to see her die, ma’am, you’d better go back inside your house and close the door!”

“What must your three little girls think?” great-grandma asked. “You must be scaring them half to death!”

“She’s just been asking for it!”

He sawed off a large chunk of his wife’s hair with the knife and tossed the hair aside.

“Help!” Mrs. Owsley screamed. “Someone please help me!”

Some lights went on in the house across the street. Great-grandma groaned and said, “What are the neighbors going to think?”

Great-grandma went to the phone to call the sheriff. I stood at the door, watching the Owsleys. I had never seen two grown people fighting before. When Mr. Owsley dropped the butcher knife, Mrs. Owsley got up off her knees and began punching him in the face. He punched back, of course, and for a while they were like two boxers in the ring.

Two sheriff’s deputies pulled up in a patrol car in about five minutes. Seeing that Mr. Owsley was drunk and disorderly, they cuffed his hands behind his back and took him away in the patrol car. Mrs. Owsley stood there wailing and watching the car as it drove off. When the car was out of sight, she ran back into her apartment and slammed the door.

Great-grandma was a nervous wreck after things quieted down. She took a couple of pulls on a bottle of “soothing syrup” and picked up her knitting and began knitting. She didn’t sleep any more for the rest of the night.

The next day all was quiet until late afternoon when Mrs. Owsley knocked on great-grandma’s door. She wore a white turban on her head that looked like a bandage; her mouth was smeared with dark-red lipstick. Great-grandma reluctantly let her in.

“What have you got to say for yourself?” great-grandma asked Mrs. Owsley, as though scolding a child.

Mrs. Owsley smiled, showing her ugly horse teeth. “It wasn’t me, honey!” she said. “I was only trying to defend myself.”

“It takes two to fight, I believe,” great-grandma said.

“I just want to apologize for what happened last night and to tell you it won’t happen again.”

“Well, it better not!”

“The old asshole is gone and I hope it’s for good.”

“You’re talking about your husband, I presume,” great-grandma said.

“Who else?”

“Where is he?”

“Right now he’s in jail. I don’t know how long they’ll keep him, but if it was up to me it’d be forever.”

“You know I’m going to have to ask you to leave,” great-grandma said. “I think I have to give you thirty days, but if it was up to me I wouldn’t give you one day.”

“You don’t have to throw me out. Me and my little girls will get along just fine here without that old lunatic around. We’ll never cause you a lick of trouble.”

“I’ve already talked it over with the sheriff,” great-grandma said. “I’m having you evicted.”

“Oh, don’t do that, honey!” Mrs. Owsley said. “Having to find another place to live right now just doesn’t fit in with my plans.”

“That’s too bad!”

“I’d like to stay, at least for the time being.”

“Well, if there’s a repeat of last night’s scene, it’s out you go!”

“Oh, I understand that, honey, and I promise you that nothing like that will ever happen again!”

“I won’t have drunkenness and carrying on in my house! This is a quiet street and I run a respectable house!”

“Of course you do, honey!”

“The sheriff is a friend of mine. I’ve known him for forty-five years.”

“I’m supposed to get a check in the mail tomorrow,” Mrs. Owsley said. “I’m going to pay you the rent for this month that I owe, plus the next month in advance.”

“Well, then,” great-grandma said, greatly mollified by the mention of money.

“We’ll be model renters,” Mrs. Owsley said. “We won’t cause you a bit of trouble. And we’ll pay the rent every month on time. Just you wait and see.”

When Mrs. Owsley was gone, great-grandma turned to me and said, “There’s something about that woman I just don’t like.”

“You’re letting them stay, though,” I said.

“It’s money in the bank,” great-grandma said.

(To be continued.)

Copyright © 2017 by Allen Kopp

I’m a Word Person

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I’m a Word Person ~ A Short Story by Allen Kopp

The school mailed out deficiency slips in the middle of the quarter. It was to alert your parents that you were failing a class, or nearly failing, and that you would almost certainly get a failing grade when grades came out at the end of the quarter, unless, in the meantime, you applied yourself assiduously to the subject, hired somebody to tutor you, or generally improved your study habits.

Algebra for me was like a bad dream. I’m sure that Satan thought up algebra on one of his bad days. I hated the class and I hated Mr. Fatty, the teacher. He had a booming voice and I was afraid of him. He wasn’t much taller than me, but he was so fat that his upper arms were like hams and he had rolls of fat on his forehead. He never wore a coat on the coldest days in winter and he sweated all the time. This is the absolute truth. I wouldn’t make this up.

I was mostly a good student, though uninspired. The good students who made decent grades, and would probably go on to college, took algebra. Everybody else—the dumbbells, hillbilly kids, and special education rejects—took general math in place of algebra. I didn’t want to take general math with all those losers—I was sure it would mark me for life—so I signed up for algebra, even though I knew from the beginning it would have its own tragic consequences.

When my deficiency slip came in the mail, I knew I was in for some trouble. I could have hidden it and pretended it didn’t come, but I knew my father would find out about it later (Mr. Fatty lived right down the street from us) and then I would be in double trouble: not only for failing algebra but for hiding the deficiency slip.

After supper I took the deficiency slip out of its envelope, obligingly unfolded it, and handed it to my father with a smile.

“What’s this?” he asked.

“I’m not flat-out failing it!” I said. “I have a ‘D’ instead of an ‘F’!”

All my exchanges with my father were fraught with anger and high drama. He had the parenting skills of a garden gnome. One, two, three, and he was already in high dudgeon.

He read the notice through a couple of times before he realized what he was seeing. I got well out of his way so he couldn’t take a swing at me.

“Do you realize what this means?” he said.

“It means I’m not doing so great in algebra,” I said.

“We’re going down to Mr. Fatty’s house right now and talk to him about this!” he said, getting red in the face.

“No! No! No!” I screamed. “I’d rather die!”

“How can you be failing algebra?” he railed.

“I hate algebra!” I said. “It makes me sick! It doesn’t make any sense! All those X’s and Y’s! All those formulas! I’m a word person! Not a formula person!”

“If you’re not good at math and science,” he said, “you might as well not even go to school!”

“That’s fine with me!” I said.


“I’ll bring the form for you to sign tomorrow.”

“What form?”

“The consent form you’ll need to sign for me to drop out of school. I’ll tell everybody I’m quitting. How about if we make Friday my last day?”

“You’re a regular little smart-aleck, you know that?” he said.

“How about if we move the TV into my room?” I said. “I’m going to have plenty of time now to watch it.”

“How about if I just kick your ass around the block a few times?” he said.

Copyright 2017 by Allen Kopp

As High as an Elephant’s Eye


As High as an Elephant’s Eye ~ A Short Story by Allen Kopp

(This is a revised version of a short story I posted a while back.)

We’re in my parents’ old green Pontiac. Mother is driving and grandma is in the front seat with her. In the back seat, I can’t see out the window when I’m sitting down, so I stand up and hold onto the back of the seat, something the mean old mister won’t let me do when he’s driving. I’m excited because we’re going to the store and I can probably get my mother to buy me something.

Mother pulls onto the enormous parking lot of Champ’s Supermarket. (Shop Like a Champ at Champ’s.) She has trouble finding a place to park and when she finds one it’s all the way on the far side of the lot away from the store.

“I don’t know why it’s so crowded today,” she says.

I’m all ready to get out of the car and go in with her, but she tells me I have to wait with grandma.

“I want to go!” I say.

“Well, you can’t.”

“Bring me some Blackjack gum.”

“If they have it.”

“I know they have it! It’s right where you stand in line to pay.”

“I have a lot on my mind. I can’t guarantee I’ll remember a small thing like gum.”

“Bring me some clove gum, too.”

“You’re not greedy, are you?”


“Either one or the other. You can’t have both.”

“Well, then, if I can only have one, I want the clove. No, I want the Blackjack. No, make it the clove. No, I want the Blackjack.”

“You’ll be lucky to get any.”

“I never heard of clove gum,” grandma says.

“It’s good,” I say. “It makes my mouth water just thinking about it.”

“It’ll rot your teeth.”

“No, it won’t! It’s good for your teeth!”

“Oh, dear!” mother sighs. “This is going to take a while, I can see. They’re so crowded today and I have prescriptions to get filled.”

“Drop them off at the drug counter and pick them up when you’re finished with everything else,” grandma says.

“Yeah, I guess that’s what I’ll do.”

“Do you want me to go in with you?”

“No, then we’ll all have to go because I don’t want Buster Brown staying in the car by himself.”

“I don’t mind,” I say.

“Somebody might come along and kidnap you.”

“No, they won’t!”

“Kidnapping is a serious thing,” grandma says, and I can hardly keep from laughing.

I think about being kidnapped and try to decide if I would like it. If it kept me from having to go to school, I’d like it all right, if whoever kidnapped me didn’t slap me in the face and treated me the way I’d want to be treated.

Mother gets out of the car and disappears into the maze of parked cars. I’m starting to feel hot because the afternoon sun is shining on my right side so I roll down the window all the way and stick my head out.

“There’s more people right here than live in the whole town,” I say.

“I don’t know where they all come from,” grandma says. “Everybody must have a lot of money except us.”

“She sure has been gone a long time,” I say.

“Two minutes,” grandma says. “You have to learn to be patient.”

“No, I don’t! I don’t want to be patient!”

“You have to sit and wait and not complain about it no matter how long it takes.”

“I brought my connect-the-dots book,” I say.

“I have my magazine,” she says. “See, that’s what being patient is.”

I open my connect-the-dots book to a page on which is obviously a cowboy on a horse, but you’re not supposed to know it’s a cowboy on a horse until you’ve connected all the dots. I can tell what it is, though, even before I connect the dots.

I don’t like drawing in my book so I use my number-three pencil that’s worn down to a nub and connect a few dots very lightly so I can go back later and erase them with a big green eraser I have at home in my desk.

Grandma is reading an article in her magazine about “getting older.” It doesn’t mean going from sixth to seventh grade. It means going from forty to fifty.

“Life begins at forty,” she says.

“What does that mean?”

“It means that by the time you’re forty you should have all your problems straightened out and your kids raised, and you should be able to enjoy life the way you’re supposed to.”

“I’m not ever having any kids,” I say.

“Why not?”

“I don’t like babies. They’re nasty and they scream all the time.”

“You’ll change your mind when you grow up and meet a lovely young girl and want to get married.”

“That won’t ever happen to me.”

“You’ll be lonely if you don’t get married.”

“No, I won’t. I’ll have plenty of cats and a few chickens and I’ll live in a big house and I won’t let anybody else come in.”

I connect a few more dots and soon I grow tired of waiting. I want my Blackjack or clove gum and I want to leave Champ’s lot. I put the book aside and put my head back and close my eyes, smelling hot cars and gasoline and feeling the sun on my head and arms.

“Do you think she’ll get me the clove gum or the Blackjack?” I asked.

“She’ll be lucky to get what she came for,” grandma says. “A pack of gum is not important.”

“To me it is.”

In a little while I’m aware of a commotion in the corner of the parking lot, not far from where we are. I hear voices and laughing and I see some kids headed over that way. It’s probably just a stupid clown or something, but I want to go see what it is so I open the door and start to get out.

“Where do you think you’re going?” grandma asks.

“I want to go over there and see what’s going on.”

“You stay in the car! You don’t want to keep your mother waiting.”

“I won’t. I’ll just be gone a minute.”

“Don’t make me have to come and get you.”

“I won’t.”

“And watch out for cars.”

As I walk over that way, I see an elephant over the tops of the cars. An elephant is something you don’t ordinarily see in this town. A crowd of people has gathered and they’re looking at the elephant as if it’s something that just came down from Mars.

The elephant is to advertise a circus that’s coming to town. A man is leading the elephant around by a leash in a fenced-in enclosure. A little girl with fuzzy blonde hair is sitting on the elephant’s neck; she looks like she’s hanging on for dear life, making snorting sounds and swiveling her head around for somebody to help her. I think she’s very silly. She screams and starts to slide off and the handler eases her down to the ground and she runs off into the crowd.

The handler holds his arm up over his head and shouts, “Anybody want a ride? Only twenty-five cents!”

He points at me and I shake my head because I don’t have any money. Since he doesn’t have any other takers at the moment, he leans over and picks me up like I’m a sack of feathers. I think he’s going to put me on the elephant’s neck where the fuzzy-headed blonde girl had been, but he just holds me up, his hot hands on my ribs, to where my face is only a few inches from the elephant’s eye.

“Did you ever see an elephant up this close?” he asks me. I shake my head and the people laugh.

I don’t know what else to do, so I reach out and put my hand on the elephant’s face right underneath his eye. He blinks three times as if he is thinking about me, studying what I look like so he’ll remember me if he sees me later. I am charmed to make his acquaintance.

The handler sets me down on the ground and I’m quickly forgotten because a different girl with a funny-looking red thing on her head is holding up a quarter, demanding that she be put on the elephant’s neck. The handler takes the money from the girl and picks her up.

When I get back to the car, mother is still in the store.

“What’s going on over there?” grandma asks.

“They’re giving rides on an elephant.”

“Did you ride?” she asks.

“It costs a quarter.”

“I think we could have scraped together a quarter if you had wanted to ride.”

“It doesn’t matter,” I say. “I got to see the elephant’s eye up close and it didn’t cost anything.”

Before grandma can ask me any more questions, mother comes back. She’s carrying two small bags; not a very impressive showing for as long as she was gone.

“Did you get my gum?” I ask.

She reaches into the bag and hands the Blackjack gum over the seat.

“Where’s the clove gum?” I ask. “I wanted both.”

“We seldom get what we ask for in life,” mother says, and I know the subject is closed.

“All right. Just checking.”

She starts the car and pulls out of the spot, but the cars are lined up to get off the lot, so we have to wait a while. I get a piece of the gum unwrapped and into my mouth as fast as I can. Yes, Blackjack is definitely my favorite flavor, with clove a close second.

“Can we go to the circus?” I ask.

“What circus?” mother asks.

“There’s going to be a circus.”

“We’ll go only if you can pay for it.”

“I don’t have any money,” I say.

“Same old sad story,” she says.

I know she’s teasing, but I think I can get her to agree to get her to go if I keep harping on the subject long enough.

We finally make it through the jam of cars waiting to get off the lot and mother pulls onto the highway with a squeal of tires. There’s a huge puddle right there and I feel a couple drops from it splash onto my arm as we drive through.

I wipe the water off my arm with my left hand and turn and look out the side window. I see the elephant’s head way over there on the corner of the parking lot over the tops of the cars and I know he can see me too.

“I’d like to own my own elephant,” I say.

“Other kids want a pony,” mother says, “but I don’t think you’ll be getting either one in the very near future.”

“When I’m grown up I’ll have whatever I want,” I say. “Life begins at forty.”

Copyright © 2016 by Allen Kopp


A Mouse in the House

a-mouse-in-the-house-image-3A Mouse in the House ~ A Short Story by Allen Kopp

“How’s the room?” Madge Pell asked, and as soon as the words were out of her mouth she knew she had asked the same question almost every day for the last three weeks.

“It’s fine,” Clarence Talmadge said, as he had said all the other times she asked him. “I’ve seen a mouse a couple of times but he doesn’t bother me.”

“Did you know we have a mouse in the house, Chester?” she asked her husband.

“A what?”

“I asked you if you knew we have a mouse in the house?”

“What am I supposed to do about it? Slit my wrists?”

“I’ll buy some traps,” she said.

“Don’t do it on my account,” Clarence Talmadge asked. “The mouse doesn’t bother me and I think traps are cruel.”

Chester Pell put the folded-up newspaper aside and regarded Clarence Talmadge closely as if he were some kind of specimen he had found on the back steps. “You’ve been here how long now?” he asked.

“Three weeks yesterday,” Clarence Talmadge said.

“And how do you like it so far?”

“This is my first time away from home. I’m still finding my way around the city.”

“Are you homesick?” Madge Pell asked.

“A little, I suppose. I’ll have to get used to it, though.”

“How old are you?”

“I’m twenty-three, sir.”

“Oh, yeah,” Chester Pell said. “I think you told me that before. And you don’t have to call me ‘sir’. I was twenty-three myself not so very long ago.”

“Oh, brother!” Madge Pell said.

“Did you say something?” he asked her.

“I said supper is on the table.”

She dumped the vegetables into a bowl and put the meat on a platter and carried them to the table.

As they ate, Chester seemed more inclined than usual to draw Clarence Talmadge out. “If you decide you like it here and you want to stay for the term, we can give you a good monthly rate.”

“Yes, sir,” Clarence Talmadge said. “I appreciate that.”

“Now, what is it exactly you do at the university?”

“I’m an assistant professor in the English department. I hope to get a full professorship, but they tell me I have to do this first for at least two years.”

“When you’re young, two years seems like a long time, but it goes by fast,” Chester said.

“You’re such a sage!” Madge said and gave her husband a wry smile.

“Do you have a girlfriend back home?” Chester asked.

“Oh, no, sir!” Clarence said. “I was never very interested in that!”

Chester began talking about “when he was young,” and how different things were then. His first love occurred at only sixteen years. He thought he wanted to get married but soon discovered what a mistake it would have been at that age.

“When he starts talking about himself that way,” Madge said, “he could go on all night.”

At nearly two o’clock in the morning, Madge couldn’t sleep. Her day hadn’t been stimulating enough to tire her out. She tried reading a novel and, while it bored her, it didn’t make her want to sleep.

Turning out the light, she pulled the blanket up to her chin and listened to the faraway sounds: a tractor-trailer truck out on the highway, a jet taking off (or was it landing?), a dog barking in somebody’s back yard. Everything so banal.

She couldn’t sleep and the reason she couldn’t was because she couldn’t stop thinking about Clarence Talmadge. He was so young and his skin so pale and unblemished. His smile was terribly cute and the way the hair on the back of his head grew right down into the collar of his shirt was nothing short of fetching. Even though she was a middle-aged woman, married for over twenty years, her appetite for certain things had not diminished.

She got out of bed and, without putting on the light, slipped a bathrobe over her pajamas and crept up the stairs to the door of Clarence Talmadge’s room. She leaned her ear against the wood of the door and listened for any sounds. Hearing none, she put her hand on the knob and turned it.

There was just enough light from the window to see Clarence Talmadge in the bed, sleeping sweetly on his back with his hands over his abdomen. She approached the bed and stood there without making a sound. When he didn’t move, she stroked his brown-blond hair with her right hand; so soft and tactile, just the way she knew it would be. She continued stroking his hair and rubbing her fingers along the stubble on his cheek until he jerked awake, making a little gasping sound.

What?” he said. “What’s the matter?”

He jumped out of bed and turned on the light. “What’s wrong?” he asked. “Is anything wrong?”

She gave him a reassuring smile and shook her head.

“I was having a dream,” he said, “and I thought you were part of the dream.”

“I’ve been dreaming about you, too,” she said.

“What’s the matter? What time is it?” He looked at the clock and groaned.

“I’ve seen the way you look at me,” she said.

What? No, ma’am! I haven’t!”

“I’ve seen the way you look at me and I wanted to tell you it’s all right.”

“No, I haven’t!”

“Haven’t what, dear?”

“Haven’t looked at you!”

“I wanted to tell you this: if you’d like to get better acquainted, I’d like it too. My husband is away from home a lot. I have plenty of time to myself.”

“No, ma’am! You’ve made a mistake! I’ve never had any thought like that about you!”

“You don’t have to be shy with me, dear,” she said. “I know these things are not always easy.”

“I don’t know what to say!”

“You don’t have to say anything now. Just go back to sleep. But in your waking hours think about what I’ve said.”

At breakfast, Chester Pell read the morning paper, as was his custom. Madge Pell filled his coffee cup and set a plate of food on the table in front of him. He set the newspaper aside, only because he couldn’t do two things at once. He was halfway finished eating when he looked at his wife and spoke.

“Where’s our boarder?” he asked.

“He’s gone,” she said.


“I went up to tell him breakfast is ready. I thought maybe he overslept. When I opened the door, I saw he had left and taken everything with him.”

“Did he owe us money?”

“He was paid up through the end of next week.”

“I thought he liked it here!”

“I thought so, too.”

“What is the matter with people? He’s the third boarder that’s left that way without saying anything.”

“I don’t know,” she said. “You just can’t figure people sometimes.”

“Maybe we’d better just forget about renting that room,” Chester Pell said. “It must be the mouse.”

“I don’t think the mouse has anything to do with it,” she said. “I’ll run the ad again and we’ll see what happens.”

Copyright © 2016 by Allen Kopp

Before You Know I’m Gone


Before You Know I’m Gone ~ A Short Story by Allen Kopp

All that was left of the family had gathered on the afternoon of Christmas Eve. There was old Mrs. Vandergriff, seventy-six years old, along with her two daughters, Pinky and Rosalie, and Rosalie’s husband, Benny. Pinky still lived with Mrs. Vandergriff in the family home and had never married. She was nearing forty and found life a mostly unhappy affair, although she tried to pretend otherwise. She attended the Methodist church regularly and had worked as a secretary in a law firm downtown since high school. Rosalie was four years younger and, where Pinky was faded, Rosalie was vivid. She wore lots of makeup and had a flashy, expensive wardrobe and lots of expensive jewelry. Benny was proud of the way Rosalie looked, believing it was a reflection on his prosperity.

“Santa has been very good to us this year,” Benny said. “Business has more than doubled.”

He wore an expensive red cashmere sweater and a ridiculous-looking Santa hat on his round, balding head. His face was red from too much wine.

“This is what my lover boy gave me,” Rosalie said. She held up her wrist and flashed a gaudy diamond bracelet.

“She means me!” Benny said and laughed foolishly.

“Oh!” Mrs. Vandegriff exclaimed. “That is just the loveliest thing!”

“It’s very pretty,” Pinky said politely.

“Nothing too good for the little woman!”

He and Rosalie made eyes at each other and clicked their glasses together.

“Pinky and I decided to put our money together and buy a new TV,” Mrs. Vandergriff said, “instead of the usual gifts.”

“That should be nice,” Rosalie said.

“It’s supposed to be delivered this afternoon,” Mrs. Vandergriff said. “No later than four o’clock, they said. I’m very excited!”

“Well, I guess there’s nothing much for you and Pinky to do in the evenings except watch TV, is there?” Benny said.

“I don’t watch much TV,” Pinky said. “I find it’s just always the same.”

“It’ll be a comfort in your old age,” he said. “Hah-hah-hah!”

“Why do you always talk to me like I’m a fool?” Pinky asked, emboldened by the four or five glasses of wine she had consumed.

“He didn’t mean anything by it,” Rosalie said. “He was only making a little joke.”

“No, I didn’t mean anything by it,” he said. “You’re way too sensitive, old girl!”

“Yes, lighten up!” Rosalie said. “It’s Christmas!”

“Don’t forget the trip!” Benny said. “Tell them about the trip, honey!”

“Oh, yes!” Rosalie said. “Benny and I are going to the Bahamas on the twenty-seventh for ten days! We’ll see the new year in on foreign soil. Isn’t it thrilling?”

“How nice!” Mrs. Vandergriff said.

“I’m so happy for you!” Pinky said.

“Of course, we’ll want to bring the kids over here and leave them with the two of you, if that’s all right.”

She looked from Pinky to Mrs. Vandergriff and back again.

“We’ll be glad to have them, won’t we, Pinky?” Mrs. Vandergriff said.

“It seems we don’t have much choice.”

“The kids will get along just fine,” Rosalie said. “Pinky can drop them off at school on her way to work and then pick them up again in the afternoons. We’ll be back home again almost before they know we’re gone.”

“You assume I’ll do anything you want,” Pinky said, “without even asking me if it’s all right.”

Rosalie’s smile faded. “Oh, is there some problem?” she asked.

“I might have plans of my own on those days you want me to ferry your children around.”

“What kind of plans?”

“Never mind!” Benny said. “If she doesn’t want to keep the kids while we’re gone, we’ll make some other arrangements.”

I’ll keep them,” Mrs. Vandergriff said.

“Yes,” Pinky said, “that’s fine, isn’t it, as long as I do all the work that’s involved?”

“What the matter with you?” Rosalie asked. “Why are you in such a bad mood on Christmas?”

“I think she got out of the wrong side of the bed this morning,” Benny said, “or maybe it’s her time of the month. Haw-haw-haw!”

Pinky didn’t even bother to glare at him but instead said, “I think I’ll call the place that’s delivering the new TV and see how far down on the list we are.”

She could hear them talking about her but couldn’t hear exactly what they were saying as she got up and went into the kitchen. She rinsed out her glass and poured herself some more wine from a bottle in the refrigerator and drank it down.

“They say the delivery truck is on its way and will be here soon,” she said when she went back into the living room. She smiled but didn’t look at Benny.

She had always despised her brother-in-law, from the first day she ever met him. She despised him now more than ever since she heard, by way of the gossip grapevine, that he had a mistress and a love child over in Hecksville. Of course, she was more than willing to believe any bad thing about him. He was just the type, though, to cheat on his wife.

“I was just telling mother how talented Melanie is with her artwork and what a good speller Jordan is,” Rosalie said to Pinky.

“I’m very proud of my grandchildren,” Mrs. Vandergriff said.

“When are you going to give your mother some grandchildren, Pinky?” Benny asked. “Haw-haw-haw!”

“Oh, one of these days,” Pinky said, “I’ll surprise all of you!”

“I’d say the clock is running out for you, old girl!”

Rosalie turned to Benny and pointed her finger in his face. “I think that’s just about enough out of you, mister!” she said.

“What did I say?” Benny said. “Can’t I make a little joke on Christmas? When did you all become so sensitive?”

“Yes, Benny has always been the master of jokes at somebody else’s expense,” Pinky said, trying, but failing, to smile.

“Now, let’s not let this turn into a family brawl,” Rosalie said.

“No brawl, dear,” Pinky said. “Just a little raillery between loving family members. It exists in every family.”

“Well, anyway, as I was saying,” Rosalie said, “I was always a good speller in school and guess Jordan takes after me.”

“A boy shouldn’t be a good speller, though,” Benny said. “A boy should excel at mathematics and sports. Spelling is for girls.”

“That’s just the kind of thinking that causes a lot of insecurity in the world,” Pinky said. “I think any child should follow his or her gifts wherever they lead, even if the world doesn’t approve. People are a lot of damn fools, anyway. You can’t pay any attention to what they say.”

“Now, when I was in school,” Benny said. “I was a track star.”

“He still has all his old medals and newspaper clippings,” Rosalie said.

“I was written up in the paper several times.”

“And was he handsome!” Rosalie said. “All the girls were just crazy about him!”

“I can’t even begin to imagine!” Pinky said.

“What were you good at in high school, Pinky?” Benny asked.

“She always made very good grades,” Mrs. Vandergriff said. “I was always proud of her and she never gave me any trouble.”

“I’ll bet she was the kind of little prude that was always snitching on the other kids. Self-righteous little toady.”

“I never snitched on anybody,” Pinky said. “I was too shy and self-conscious. By seventh grade, I was already five feet eight inches tall, taller than anybody in my class. Of course, everybody caught up with me after that, but for a while I had a terrible time. I would slump my shoulders to try to make myself less tall.”

“All kids have problems, I think,” Rosalie said. “We’ve all been through hell and back.”

Benny laughed and said, “I’ll bet even when Pinky was a little kid, people would look at her and say ‘now here is a natural-born old maid’.”

Mrs. Vandergriff and Rosalie both laughed. Pinky wanted to pick up the andiron and smash his head in with it.

“I’m seeing someone,” Pinky said.

“What did you say?” Rosalie asked.

“I said I’m seeing someone.”

“What? A man?”

“No, it’s a department store mannequin!” Benny said. “Hah-hah-hah-hah!”

“Shut up!” Rosalie said. “I think you’re bordering on cruelty now.”

“Don’t you tell me to shut up! I’m still boss here.” He doubled up his fist and made as if to hit Rosalie in the face but ended up grabbing and kissing her.

“Stop it, you brute! You’re messing up my lipstick!”

“Isn’t that what it’s for? To mess up?”

“Oh, you are impossible!”

“You love me, though! You know you do! Haw-haw-haw!”

“When did you start laughing like a hyena?” Pinky asked. “Isn’t that something new?”

“Oh, he’s just happy!” Rosalie said. “He laughs that way all the time. I’ve learned to ignore it.”

“It’s better to be happy than unhappy!” he said.

“I have lots of happiness in my life,” Pinky said. “As I said, I’m seeing somebody.”

“Who is he?” Rosalie asked. “Where does he live? When do we get to meet him?”

“It’s going to be a surprise,” Pinky said.

“Is he in town? Does he live here? He’s not a married man, is he?”

“Poor sap, whoever he is!” Benny said. “He has my sympathy! Haw-haw-haw-haw!”

“Do you think the two of you might get married?” Rosalie asked.

“Well, you can never tell!” Pinky said, downing another glass of wine.

Finally, the truck from Higginbotham’s Department Store arrived with the TV. The delivery man brought the thing into the house in a big box on a wheeled cart and set it down in the middle of the floor.

“You’re going to get it going for us, aren’t you?” Mrs. Vandergriff asked.

“Yes, ma’am,” the man said. “First things first.”

He took off his coat and hat and put them on a chair. On getting a closer look at him, Pinky realized he was somebody she used to know in high school. His name, she remembered, was Frankie Dutton. He had changed a lot since high school but not so much that she didn’t know who he was. He wasn’t handsome but he was pleasant-looking and clean. When he looked at Pinky and then looked away, she knew he didn’t remember her.

Mrs. Vandergriff and Rosalie sat and watched Frankie Dutton as he stripped the cardboard away and set up the TV in the time-honored corner where the old one was. He connected the wires, made some adjustments with his little tools and then turned it on. Mrs. Vandergriff and Rosalie sat back and marveled at how clear the picture was.

“I think that’ll just about do it,” he said. “If you have any problems with it, call Higginbotham’s and let us know. Of course, we’ll be closed all day tomorrow since it’s Christmas Day.”

He cleared away the papers and cardboard, put his tools away and put his coat and hat back on. Pinky walked with him to the door and then out onto the porch.

“You’re Frankie Dutton, aren’t you?” she said, making sure the door was closed all the way.

“Used to be Frankie,” he said. “It’s Frank now.”

“I knew you in high school,” she said. “I recognized you as soon as you came into the house.”

“Oh, yeah! I thought something about you was familiar.”

“I’m Pinky Vandergriff.”

“Of course! I remember now. You were a cheerleader, weren’t you?”

“No, I was never a cheerleader. You’re thinking of somebody else.”

“Can you refresh my memory?” he asked.

“I was the good girl that nobody remembers.”

“I remember now. You fell down the steps at school once and broke your leg, didn’t you?”

“It was my arm, but at least you remember my fall.”

“Well, it’s always good to see somebody from high school again after all this time.”

He started to walk away and she touched him on the forearm.

“Are you in a hurry?” she asked.

“Not especially,” he said. “This is my last delivery for the day. I get to go home now.”

“I’ll give you a tip of a hundred dollars if you pretend to be somebody you’re not for a few minutes while I introduce you to my family.”

“Is it some kind of a Christmas joke?” he asked.

“I just want to tell them that you and I have known each other since high school, that we’ve been ‘seeing’ each other for a while and are going out on a date tonight.”

“I guess I can do that,” he said. “Then what?”

“The two of us will leave together in your truck. You’ll drop me off at the Chester Lodge and then you’ll go home. You know where the Chester Lodge is, don’t you?”


“Then you’ll do it? For a hundred dollars?”

He shrugged his shoulders. “I can’t think of any reason not to,” he said.

She took him back into the house and, arm through his, introduced him to Mrs. Vandergriff, Rosalie and Benny as her old friend Frank Dutton.

“What exactly is his relationship to you?” Mrs. Vandergriff asked.

“We’ve known each other since high school,” Pinky said. “We’ve been ‘going out’ for some time.”

Frank played the part perfectly. He shook their hands, smiled pleasantly, and wished them a merry Christmas.

“Well, I must say I’m rather surprised,” Rosalie said, “that you have a beau and never mentioned it until now.”

“Well, we’d better get going,” Frank said, smiling down at Pinky

“Where are you going?” Mrs. Vandergriff asked.

“We’re going out together on a date, mother!” Pinky said.

She went upstairs and got her coat and hat and when she came down again, Benny and Frank were talking about a recent football game. Frank snapped to attention the way a boyfriend should, opened the door for her, and the two of them went outside and left in his truck.

The Chester Lodge was on the edge of town, a very sedate and expensive little hotel. Frank pulled his truck up as close to the door as he could get because it had started to snow.

“How’s this?” he asked.

“Perfect,” she said. “I can’t thank you enough for helping me out.”

She tried to give him the hundred-dollar bill that she always kept in her wallet for emergencies, but he wouldn’t take it. “A favor for an old friend who sometimes falls down stairs,” he said.

She laughed as she got out of his truck. After she watched him drive off in the snowy gloom, she went into the lobby of the hotel and was happy to discover they had one room left just for her.

 She took a hot bath, ordered an expensive meal from room service, and watched TV as she ate. When she was finished eating, she got into bed and continued to watch until after midnight.

In the morning, Christmas morning, she took a cab home. Her mother was waiting for her at the door.

“Are you all right?” her mother asked anxiously.

“Yes, why wouldn’t I be?” Pinky said. “I’m all grown up now.”

“You spent the night with him?”

“You’re not allowed to ask questions like that,” she said. “Adults respect the privacy of other adults.”

All the family came for Christmas dinner; she knew they were whispering about her and wondering, but she didn’t care. She helped her mother with the cooking and remained silent. When Rosalie took her aside and asked her if Frank would be joining them for dinner, she smiled sadly and looked away in a manner to suggest she didn’t want to talk about it.

Copyright © 2016 by Allen Kopp

Somebody Waits for Me


Somebody Waits for Me ~ A Short Story by Allen Kopp

(Note: This is a short story I posted a while back.)

I was standing at the window. Inside it was still winter but outside it was spring. The sky was blue, the sun was shining and birds were singing. The woman with the hanging mole on her upper lip came up behind me. I heard her shoes squeaking on the floor and then smelled her perfume.

“You shouldn’t be wandering the halls,” she said.

I ignored her but as she walked away I turned and looked at her and she turned into a puff of blue smoke.

I went back to the room that I had come to identify as my own and lay on my back on the bed and looked up at the ceiling. I knew there was something wrong with me but I couldn’t remember what it was. I couldn’t even remember what place I was in. Oh, well. If it mattered at one time, it didn’t matter any more.

I heard somebody coming and picked up a magazine and opened it and pretended to be reading. I wanted to look busy so they wouldn’t ask me questions or try to engage me in conversation.

It was Theo, all dressed in white as usual. If I saw him in any other color, I wouldn’t recognize him.

“Where’s Miss Deloite?” he asked. “She said she was coming in here to help you with your bath.”

“I’m perfectly capable of taking a bath on my own without a female present, thank you,” I said, not looking up from the page.

I should probably have told him I just turned her into a puff of smoke but I would have to let him figure it out on his own. He should feel lucky that I didn’t do the same to him.

I crossed my ankles and wished I had a cigarette, and in came Louie from next door. He was wearing a lady’s red kimono with white dragons. I didn’t like Louie and I let him know it.

“What makes you think you can just barge into my room any time you feel like it, Louie? I’m supposed to be taking a bath.”

“I already took mine.”

“I’m so happy for you.”

“Do you have any candy?”

“If I did, I wouldn’t give it to you.”

“That’s not very nice.”

“Shouldn’t you be having your nails done or something?”

“I’m going to tell Miss Deloite you were snotty to me,” Louie said.

“You’ll be telling it to a puff of blue smoke.”


Before Louie could annoy me any further, I raised my eyebrows and turned him into a little spider. I laughed as I watched him run on his touchingly small legs across the floor to the wall. He crawled up the wall to the ceiling and looked at me.

“You’re a medical phenomenon,” I said.

I was thinking about taking a nap, for lack of anything better to do, when Theo came back, bearing clean towels.

“Since Miss Deloite is temporarily not to be found,” he said, “I’m going to help you with your bath.”

“I already told you I don’t need help with a bath,” I said.

“Stand up now and take off your clothes, or I’ll do it for you.”

“I don’t want to take off my clothes for you any more than I do for Miss Deloite.”

“Do you want me to go get Stan and Sylvia?”

“Oh, please! Not Stan and Sylvia! I can’t tell them apart. Oh, I remember now. Sylvia’s the one with the mustache, isn’t she?”

“Cut the comedy now. Stand up.”

“Theo, I don’t like your tone of voice!” I said. “It’s not a polite way to speak to a man who isn’t well.”

He came at me with the intention of pulling me off the bed by my arm, but before he knew what was happening I raised my index finger at him and turned him into a blue jay.

Now, I had always though the blue jay a most attractive bird, even though people said he was mean and liked to eat carrion.

Theo flapped his blue wings a couple of times and flew up to the ceiling and ate the tiny spider Louie in one gulp. Louie didn’t even have time to try to get away.

“Good boy!” I said.

He flew around the room a couple of times, bumping painfully into the walls until I stood up and opened the window for him. He didn’t have to be coaxed to fly out and then away over the treetops.

“Be well!” I called to him.

I lay down again. I did not want to take a bath and would be just as obstinate about it as I needed to be. I recalled the good old days when the decision to take a bath was mine alone.

Before I had time to draw another breath, Nurse LaPeezy was upon me with my meds. I eyed the pills suspiciously.

“What if I don’t want to take that stuff?” I said.

“Doctor’s orders,” she said.

“So you’re saying I don’t have a choice?”

“I could call Stan and Sylvia if you like.”

“Oh, no! Not that!”

She handed me a cup of water and I pretended to take the pills. I put them in my mouth and swallowed but I held them under my tongue. When she bent over to pick something up off the floor, I spit them into my fist. The hand is quicker than the eye.

As Nurse LaPeezy was leaving I felt a strong dislike for her. I flicked the little finger on my right hand at her and she turned into a mouse. Realizing she was a mouse, she scurried across the floor the way mice do and disappeared into a conveniently placed mouse hole in the corner. I envied her because I knew she’d find her way to the kitchen where she’d have plenty to eat and find lots of other mice to keep her company. How sweet the life of a mouse must be! Much better than that of a nurse.

The next time somebody came in to help me take a bath, I was going to tell them I had already taken it while everybody was occupied elsewhere. I wanted them to know I had been taking a bath on my own since I was three years old and didn’t need help from anybody.

I was almost asleep when a slight change in the air currents around the bed made me open my eyes. Dr. Felix had come in silently and was standing at the foot of the bed looking at me.

“Sorry to wake you,” he said.

Dr. Felix wore glasses and looked like Franchot Tone. His hands were folded in front of him. I looked at his hairy wrists and his expensive wrist watch so I wouldn’t have to look at his face.

“If you don’t mind, doctor,” I said. “I don’t really feel like talking to you today.”

“Anything wrong in particular?” he asked.

“No. It’s just that I’m here and I don’t know where here is.”

“Here is where you need to be at the moment.”

“I must have a home somewhere, even if I can’t remember it. I want to go home.”

“Everybody feels that way sometimes.”

“That’s comforting.”

“I’m going to increase your antidepressant medication again.”

“You doctors think drugs are the answer to everything, don’t you?”

“You’re spending far too much time alone. That’s not good. I’m going to assign you to some group activities.”

I groaned and closed my eyes. “Don’t trouble yourself,” I said. “I won’t be here.”

“Are you planning on going someplace?”

“Well, you never know,” I said.

He chuckled in his knowing way and turned to go. As he started to put his hand on the door to open it, I blew out a little puff of air in his direction and turned him into a cockroach. He ran under the door and out into the hallway. One of the nurses would see him and scream and step on him and then take a Kleenex out of the pocket of her uniform and pick him up and throw him in the trash can. How fitting is that for Dr. Felix?

Before anybody else had a chance to come in and annoy me, I dressed in some clothes I had been hiding in the bottom of the closet. It was a uniform the maintenance men wore that I had stolen one day when I was exploring in the basement. In the uniform and with the brown cap pulled low over my eyes, nobody would recognize me. Also hidden away in the closet I had some ninety dollars and a pack of cigarettes, which I stuffed into the pants of the uniform.

I took a good look at myself in the mirror over the sink and went out into the hallway. Everything was quiet and nothing out of the ordinary. I made my down the stairs to the main entrance.

The receptionist at the front desk looked up from the magazine she was reading and then looked away. I knew she didn’t know who I was. If she had known, she would have been screaming for help.

I walked out the door into the bright cool air and down the steps, wanting to run but not running because I didn’t want to draw attention to myself. I followed the concrete walk to the driveway and along the edge of the driveway a quarter-mile or so to the main gate. I saw nobody and nobody saw me.

I turned right at the gate out of the place, which seemed to me a better choice than going left, and began walking. I walked for many blocks and saw nothing that looked familiar. I might have been in a foreign country or on another planet, for all I knew. Still, it felt good to be free and on my own.

Checking my pocket to make sure the ninety dollars was still there, I remembered the cigarettes and how long it had been since I had one. I lit one up and as I walked I puffed out a cloud of smoke behind me.

I stopped at a bar that looked inviting and had a beer and a hamburger and after that I kept walking deep into the city. It was a big city but I didn’t know what the name of it was and I didn’t know if I had ever been there before. I saw many people but they seemed to not see me, which altogether suited me.

After what seemed like hours of walking, I felt tired but pleasantly so, and I felt good about the distance I had put between myself and the place I had left behind. When I came to a faded old hotel with a sign that said Clean Rooms and Cheap, I decided that getting a room was the most logical thing I could do.

The desk clerk signed me in without asking for identification or money in advance. He gave me a key to a room on the tenth floor and I went up in an elevator that must have been a hundred years old.

The room was clean and pleasant. There were two windows, a bed, desk, dresser with a large mirror, chair, closet and tiny bathroom. I liked the feeling of being up high. I opened the window a couple of inches to feel the air and to hear the traffic noises from the street, which at that distance I found soothing. After checking the door to make sure it was locked, I lay down on the bed and fell into a deep and restful sleep.

I spent two days and nights in the room, sleeping a lot during the day and walking around the city at night. Nobody ever approached me or bothered me or seemed to find my behavior in any way out of the ordinary. I couldn’t remember ever feeling so free and unencumbered.

More than anything I wanted to go home, but I knew that was never going to happen. I had developed a smoking habit and I preferred tea instead of coffee, but those were about the only things about myself that I knew for sure. My past was like a slate on which nothing had ever been written.

Did I come from a small town or a city like this one? Did I grow up in an apartment in the city or in a house in the wide-open spaces with a big yard and a view of the mountains? Wasn’t it likely that somebody, somewhere was wondering about me, waiting for me to come home?  A mother, maybe? A wife? A lover? A son or daughter? Whoever he or she was, I could feel them and I knew they could feel me.

I also knew the people from the place I had left behind were going to come for me. I had done some bad things, including turning my doctor into a bug. I didn’t see how anybody was going to forgive a thing like that. They would take me back and probably never let me go free again.

On my third day in the room, I had the window open as high as it would go to let in the warm breezes. At any one time, there were as many as five pigeons on the ledge outside the window. They cooed and danced and seemed happy. When I got close to them, they weren’t at all afraid of me. If I had had something to feed them, they would have eaten right out of my hand.

I sat on the bed, looking at myself in the round mirror on the dresser. Wait a minute, I thought. I don’t have to go back to that place or any other place like it. I can do to myself what I did to the others.

I pointed at my reflection in the mirror and turned myself into a pigeon. I flapped my wings on the bed to try them out. From the bed I jumped to the floor and then to the window ledge. There were three pigeons already there to greet me. They knew I was somebody they had never seen before, so they were curious about where I had come from. After introductions were made, they were all eager to show me around the city.

Copyright 2016 by Allen Kopp